it's over

i don't want to hear that
i can't take it
but.. i must
i can't stop crying
keep on crying
my tears fall down
can't be stop
i don't want to cry
i have promise to my self
sorry.. but i really can't
i have try my best
but..
it really hurts me a lot
..so painful..
not just for my heart
my soul
but my whole life
you blow everything up
into ashes..
after years.. this is what i get
..just pain..