waiting...

i miss you
miss you badly
you've been here for 3 days
but you have no time for me at all
am i still there?
...in your heart?
do i still have a place in your heart?
i have asked you so many times
but.. you never really answer it
why?
why don't you tell me the truth?
i am waiting for you
it's been years
isn't it enough?
i wanna know the truth
i dunno either i am ready for the worst or not
but..
maybe that will be better, to know the truth
i think i deserve it
so... please be honest..
to me...
and to your self
i dunno what's your decision
but i am here... waiting ...
..for you only..